It’s so sad that it’s been years since I finished a book. Just when the Internet invaded my whole life, I’ve gone too far. I have forgotten books and turned on to reading blogs.

Guess what, after bumming around the world wide web, I feel so left out and ditched. I miss reading books! All the best-seller books that I haven’t read yet, I feel so outdated and all.

So yup, I am so going back to reading. Just today, I started to read this book I found at home, Familiar Spirit by Lisa Tuttle. I’m on my chapter 3 now and the story is getting good, so I better end this blog post now and I shall continue reading :)

No matter how these people bring me down, no matter how bitchy my life is, I promise I will always stand up and give each day a pandacuteness-smile!

Life maybe hard, but with my God? Totes not giving up.
I AM GONNA LOVE THIS DAY.

PS: Hurt me, you get it back 10 times worse.

Forgive and forget, maybe a well-worn cliché. But, what if it’s a forgive-someone-who-aren’t-even-sorry? It must be the hardest thing to do.. but you just must have to.

The feeling of having your heart full of hatred is indeed a raging wrath, it feels everything has gone bad, and all your emotions get out of your hand. But the truth is, what you need to do is forget then forgive. Take a little time to some other things, make your day a one happy fancy day. Yes, because happiness is a choice, you can brighten your day up yourself. Forgo the hatred, focus on little happy things like picnics, puppies, clouds and little kids. It must be hard, but it always depend on how you set your mind up.

Let’s all be happy!

Just this afternoon I was at home and felt so bored I went here at my grandma’s. While on my way here, I was thinking of some random things when I felt so confuzzled why I was even going here when it’s really more boring here! I lost my mind and decided something I didn’t even think of. So right now, I’m here and I get pissed off at everything. I wish this is just boredom and not depression or whatnot at all.

Oh well, whatever it is, I just need to vent this out. Haha crazy.

I was all dressed up for school when I felt an extreme couch potatoism A.K.A. laziness comprehension disorder so I changed my mind and decided not to go to school. And then mom came and she knew about it. She then nagged nagged nagged, like stucked on replay! I was so pissed I went outside and saw my dog lying on the floor. I was calling her but she wasn’t even bothered to turn behind and look at me. I freaked out, I went near her and saw ants on her tail, I then went panic. She was almost dead. I don’t know what to do, I called Mom but she was mad at me she didn’t even pay attention. The housemaid helped me take all the ants off her, but she kept on saying she’s dead already. I ran to my room and cried a lot. Good thing Mom heard me crying and the maid told her what happened. Mom then rushed outside and called a cab, we brought my dog, Jamjam, to her vet. She was confined for 5 hours.

At 7pm I fetched her and brought her home. Yet, still no progress. She’s still like withered and limp-ish.

Up to now, she’s still like that. She’s not eating at all! I feed her milk using a dropper but she always vomit =(

I don’t know what to do anymore. God, please.